Team mates: Emily, katy, Abby, Tracey, Jens Voight?
Conditions: Cloudy, windy
During our team conference call for snelling, Giana asked us each what our performance goals were for the race. these are not to be confused with result goals! my result goal was to win, but given the amount of factors out of our control at any given race, it is much more productive to focus on a performance goal, which will then hopefully lead to that result goal. so when it came to my turn i stated that i wanted to get in a break and have it succeed to the end. i could practically hear the collective sigh from the phone lines. no break had ever succeeded at this flat, wide open road race. i think the closest thing in the past was a couple solo efforts achieved when a girl snuck away from the field. needless to say, i knew it was a long shot, but i had a firmly entrenched drive to change the dynamics of this race. (and of course to avoid a field sprint with a bunch of sprinters!) giana laid out a plan for the four of us to attempt this goal, with the knowledge that it was risky and a definate plan B in place.
taking a chance and being brave became, over the next 24 hours, just as important to me as the win. well, on race day i was either incredibly brave or incredibly stupid, because i attacked solo on the first lap! tracey had executed her role perfectly - stringing out the field along the rough road leading into the finish. she floated back to me, about 10th wheel, and asked if i was going to go. this had been part of the plan, but i couldn't see my right hand, katy. shit, could i go without her? should i go wothout her? turns out she was behind me, but the field was starting to bunch up making maneuvering through the gravel and potholes tricky. i silently mouthed a string of profanities and nodded to tracey to let me out on the right side. i jumped, redlined, and looked back. huge gap. apparently, everyone thought i was a little more stupid than brave, and i have to say i was wondering if they were right. jane "never let anything get away" despas was on the front of the field, my legs were already burning, and we were 11 miles in. i put my head down. i was going to make them fight for this catch.
after going through the finish, courtney (valueAct) and katie (tibco) bridged up, and i was thankful for the company. we did a lap together, with the field always close behind keeping us in check. by this point i was in my jens mode - just pulling as hard as was reasonable given the distance left and trying to keep a gap. basically, just this side of sanity! the other two started to slow as the field came scary-close on the back stretch. goddamn it i yelled, no, no, no, come on, dig! i looked back and saw a lone touchstone bridging. please let it be jill "the freight train" i prayed...i told the other 2 to dig deep, we had another set of legs coming to help. sure enough, it was jill, who immediately started taking monster pulls in our little group. courtney seemed reinspired and started to ride so strongly! our gap grew again and soon the field was out of sight. jill and i never really let up, however, knowing that we would be spit out the back upon contact with the field. we heard 55 seconds, then 2-3 minutes, then "waaaaay back" from the passing men's field. only because of this did we ease up into the final stretch. i knew my only chance was to go early - risk 4th in an attempt for 1st. well, i risked it and was picked off at the line by jill. i must say, she had worked hard and was inspirational in the break, so i was happy for her. courtney got 4th after having nowhere to go when the 3 of us drag raced to the line, so i was glad that i had gone early and not been boxed in!
this was an awesome race and it was great to see our team plan pay off. abby finished an impressive 12th, after working hard to shut down the field while we were away. both tracey and katy had flats due to the friendly locals putting tacks across the road, but before that they both were awesome! i certainly couldn't have done it without them!!! and it was also great to race with courtney and jill. they were both so strong and motivated! and of course a HUGE, HUGE thank you to giana's tactical prowess and support!!!
here's to taking risks, being brave, and turning yourself inside-out. Emily
